A 1000 thoughts

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Extreme scariest day of my entire life :

Yesterday , it was a perfectly normal day in the morning until when i came back home from town with Serene , Eunice and Shazana. I thought that pain in my stomach was nothing serious so i just kept eating pain killers hoping it would work. BUT UNFORTUNATELY, it did not and infact i went to the doctor's clinic to check up. The doctor told me that it was most likely appendix. APPENDIX. CAN YOU IMAGINE ? APPENDIX. i was so fugging shocked. I broke down and started crying. The doctor added that i should go to the hospital right not for further check ups and to determine if i really had appendix. so he spoke out of the box and said : IF you were to go to the hospital now , they will give you thorough check ups and if its postive , you will have to stay for a few days in the hospital for observation. THAT SENTENCE FREAKED ME OUT. so we left the doctor's and my mother kept saying that i will be admitted to the hospital . SHES SO HUNDRED PERCENT SURE I WILL HAVE APPENDIX. i told myself not to worry although i was having doubts. BUT MY MOTHER JUST KEPT SAYING NEGATIVE THINGS to make me feel worst . She added that if i stayed in the hospital . i have to stay there alone WITHOUT ANY ACCOMPANY from them. WTF. she said she had to work.. blah blah blah. And i won't be able to use my handphone in the hospital as it might disturb others. okay and that line made me cry more. i was already helplessly crying, and that had to say stuff about staying there. Its so pissing. NOT USING THE HANDPHONE MADE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP. if no handphone , i can't survive i rather die . so that meant i cant msg people especially nothing. ARGH . i felt so bloody sad and humiliated. So when i went home , i immediately called nothing to tell her what has happened so far. i know she felt bad too . I WAS CRYING LIKE SHIT on the phone. my mother was in the room nagging at me for telling them wat has happened. I SHOUTED AT HER AND SHE WANTED TO FETCH NOTHING TO MY HOUSE TO ACCOMPANY ME CUS I SHOUTED AT HER FOR TAT.
she kept Saying AND SAYING IRRIATING STUFF THAT MAKES ME VERY ANGRY. ARGH. then , she made me packed my bag incase i have to stay in the hospital . so i packed in some stuff and brought along LIONEL . my mother yelled at me " bring that dog for wat ? u think staying in chalet arh ?"
I TOLD HER TO SHUT UP AND SHE SCOLDED ME MORE. i ALREADY FELT LIKE SHIT CUS OF THE APPENDIX PROBLEM AND SHE HAD TO PUT IN MORE PROBLEMS IN MY BRAIN. then we left for the hospital , i got there and took a number to wait to go into the GP's. my turn came, the doctor checked . Press my stomach beat it wateva. he said it looks okay. I MEAN FOR A DOCTOR ITS EITHER IT LOOKS OKAY OR IT IS NOT OKAY . so i was smiling already. I carried LIONEL EVERYWHERE I WENT as it kinda gave me encouragement and made me feel much better than before. after that , he gave me jabs . it hurt / i nearly screamed. LOL. i was placed in the observation ward , i had to be there for 2 hours. BUT BUT instead of 2 hrs , the doctor came in and said that i am fine to go home as my blood pressure is fine. So he prescribed me with some medicine that i have nvr seen in my life and had to eat it 3 times a day. SO I WENT HOME ALL SAFE. YAY ! the prayers from my friends worked.

THANKS TO THOSE THAT CARED FOR ME :) especially *nothing and LIVIA =D

9:03:00 AM

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