A 1000 thoughts

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Was it something i did or said ? Someone please tell me. give me a hint or sign to show me your okay.
oh god, i've been lying on my bed thinking if not i would be at the sofa staring into the tv , not watching but staring. i spent most of the time lying on my bed closing me eyes trying to sleep and forget everything but i just cant. sleeping has become my favourite thing to do . i cant eat no more. i dont feel good and i dont have any mood for anything. give me something fun to do , i would rather sleep . my mother has been asking me non stop what has happened to me , all i could say was " not enough sleep". i know my mother sensed that something is wrong with me but she just doesnt know what it is and obviously i am not intending to tell her a single thing. she offered to take me out for shopping later in the evening but i rejected. she was rather upset with the way i am . sighs. Emotions are taking me over and thoughts are running through my mind in circles. i dont know if you're okay. Please tell me .

1:12:00 PM

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