A 1000 thoughts

Saturday, July 23, 2005

I cant make up my mind. Melissa's over at my place and will be sleeping over for two days . Had talks last night and had fun. watched cursed and it totally freaked me out when the body was ripped apart into two sections. LOL.

>>I know i've been so hurting towards you these few days . Thinking that i did the right thing just hurts you and i more . I dont know what to do. Nothing's gonna change anything . so why hold on ? i ask myself. its always the simple answer that i still love you. i had this slightest hope we would be together again but i dont think the hope is there anymore. Maybe we start off at the wrong start. Or maybe we were starting out fine when i screwed everything up. Its all my stupid foolishness that caused so much unhappiness. why do i have to make the same mistakes over and over again ?

9:53:00 AM

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