Saturday, August 20, 2005
i just don' t get it . Why do you want me to let you go ? When i still love you deeply and the feelings hasn't fade away ? I don't want to do something i dont want to do and that is to let you go . i will do that when the time has come. You can say that you like someone else or do stuffs that make me loose the feelings for you . But let me tell you , whatever you do the feeelings wont go away . cus your the one doing it not me. So its you thats loosing the feelings for me . So whatever it is , i won't let whatever you do stop me from loving you . If i have to wait for a 100 years then i'll wait . I just rejected someone thinking that theres still chance even if you think there isn't . But deep down i know there isn't any chance but that doesnt stop me from loving you . Having living this 2 months without you , i've come to realise that i've love you more and that i really miss those times we had . Times right now are so different . So much different from anything . We're like going back to the past of the past where we were just classmates and all we would do is talk necessarily. this sucks okay . i cant bring myself to talk to you but when i do , you'll give me that kind of dont care tone . its just so painful. but your doing it to let me let you go . haiya . i seriously dont understand why you want me to let you go when you haven even let me go . i'm left clueless .
