Thursday, September 08, 2005
i've realised that i've been typing in one full paragraphs and me myself , finds it rather hard to read . sometimes i get lost in those really long sentences . so from now on , i've decided to type like this " one event, one paragraph " i think it would be much easier and appealing :]
let me start from what happened this morning , BAD .
i woke up just like any other day thinking that it would be a great day ahead for me , BUT NO. this morning sucked . my whole body was aching like hell and i could barely lift my legs and arms . cramps were like awfully painful . it was like my whole stomach was squeezed . i can't take this anymore . and to make things worst , my mother called telling me to wear my other set of contacts which doesnt have astigmatism . BUT unfortunately , i have astigmatism . but she doesn't want me to wear the astig one . what is wrong with her ? so , i was being obedient and i wore those contacts and GOD ! i couldnt see a freaking thing . it was like so blurry i could hardly see . so i complained to my mother but she said " GET USE TO IT " HOW THE HELL CAN SOMEONE WHO CANT SEE A THING GET USE TO IT ? " my mother was out to drive me mad . first , the cramps . my whole body was like stiff and i couldnt move properly and then she make me blind . I FELT LIKE A HANDICAP CUM BLIND PERSON. my mood started changing and i got really fiery and angry and i felt like killing somone . and yes , i have already changed to my old astig contacts :] to sum it up , i'm still suffering with those shit cramps .
Yesterday
was at Eliza's house to study :] Serene tagged along :] and yes , we did study for awhile . not that long . but at least we did use our brains to think . They were on their history while i was copying down chinese chi yu . i managed to remember a few :] so after studying , we played with my camera . took a few pictures then the batt was empty . lol . but we took quite a number of pictures though . Eliza smuggled ribena into her room . we watched shutter at the living room . it was my second time though . so it wasnt that scary . but i am STILL PARANOID ABOUT THE NATRE AND THE BED PART . okay whatever . in between the show , Eliza had to pee . she made us accompany her to the toilet and stand outside . not even 10 seconds , eliza was out . She most probably didnt clean her ass after peeing . LOL. i mean which human pees for less than 10 seconds ? probably no one . LOL. then i scared Eliza with the store room by saying that there was something inside . LOL . after the show , we played with tian tian . then we went to hougang point . wanted to game in the arcade but in the end we just ate . LOL. bought curry puffs , fetched tong tong , collected the monopoly from Jasmine . and we're back at her house again . playing monopoly :] it was fun :] overall , yesterday was great :]
Currently
i have not ate since i left Eliza's house yesterday . till now , i have not fed myself with anything edible . i dont feel tempted by food . i don't feel like eating at all :] and surprinsly , my stomach isnt growling or any sort . i'm not going to eat lunch too i think . i still feel those cramps . and my ears are swollen and passing our pus and blood . i feel so grossed out by my ear . i feel like chopping it off and growing a new ear ! lol . i'm not intending to study today cause my body hurts too much to move or even write . so i am just going to face the screen whole day and most likely watch dvd . not going to do anything that needs to exert alot of force . so goodbye !
