Monday, September 12, 2005
turning all my thoughts to you
now its time to face the truth , i'll never be with you .
Everything sucks when your not with me :/
i been sick of blogging nowadays . just dont know why . just feel so lazy to press the keyboard . sighs . mood's been changing rapidly . like major moodswings . maybe i'm pmsing . shit kidney hurts like fuck . i cant move properly . its hurts so bad like mad . every action i make , it just hurts . i need kidney transplant . its always aching but my mom said it was cramps . the past is coming back again . sighs ! i cant seem to move on no matter how i try . i cant find a reason for you to stay . okay stop demelza , back to reality . today , was at Serene's house doing geog homework . its optional but i want to do :] i'm being guai :] i wanna study hard :] lol . cant believe i am actually saying this , but i am aiming for A ! yup . i'm hearing maroon 5's this love . i suddenly love that song . LOL . very werid but yeah . sighs . dinner time :]