A 1000 thoughts

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Nothing i say can make things any better.
Not even a sorry. But i just hope you would accept my apology.
I keep repeating my mistakes over and over again.
I am the cause for how things are.
and its you thats been patient with me but i took things for granted.
i realised that all these while i've not only been lying to you, but lying to myself.
Why do i keep running away from things?
Why do i keep escaping from the truth?
Why cant i just face it?
Yes, why cant i?
Fuck, i screwed everything up so bad.

& all my life I've prayed for someone like you
& I thank God that I finally found you
But i lost you last night..

Game over.
Can i hit restart ?
i guess not.
cause i made things this way.
what the fuck am i doing.

3:29:00 PM

{♥ }